Umi and the Great Dragon Father
A great dragon rode the silent winds of endless space. His
emerald scales sparked in the starlight, his long back
undulating through the dust. Weaving among the stars, his dark
eyes searched. Searched... searched for a place to rest, for he
was old and weary. His heart was heavy within him. The eternal
expanse of night was lonely and void of life.
Ancient eyes searched...
Until the dragon spotted a planet nestled between three suns
and two moons. A world of lush vegetation that knew no dark or
cold. Surely this place must be home to other spirits, the
dragon thought, souls he could commune with.
The dragon landed upon the ground, shaking the nearby trees
from their slumber. His sharp talons dug into the rich soil. The
bright sky was yellow-green and the waving grass was blue. The
breeze carried on it the scents of many flowers and fruits.
But it was silent. There was no one.
The dragon raised his head in an anguished cry to the
heavens. Would he never be free of this terrible ache?
And the heavens answered: Yes, but at great price. Love and
create. You cannot find in the void what is within the heart.
The dragon did not understand, so he rested his head on the
ground, intending to die there.
Eons and eons passed and still the dragon did not move.
Eventually, he was so weak from hunger and thirst, he knew
that his life would soon end. And as the dragon closed his eyes
to accept death, a tiny thing began to crawl in front of his
nose.
The dragon opened one large eye and fixed his stare upon the
creature.
It was a snail. Brilliant green with an ivory shell.
The dragon became enraged and his eyes burned red. How dare
this puny creature mock him in his last hour? To come so late
that death was already cooling his blood and bones!
So the dragon roared and reared up on his hindquarters. He
clawed the air with slashing talons and shook the ground with
mighty thumps of his tail. Then he swooped down and devoured the
creature.
Alas! The moment it was done the dragon knew his sin. Out of
rage and bitterness, he had taken life, the only other life he
had seen in all the ages.
How could he have done such a thing? To crush so quickly what
had taken this planet so long to give birth to? For the universe
to create?
Large tears fell from the dragon's eyes and he mourned
bitterly, crying to the heavens: Take me, take me and give back
the life I stole!
But the heavens frowned and despaired: Life, once taken,
cannot be re-given. Only birth can fill the void of death.
The dragon paced the surface of the planet. His muzzle
dragged the ground and his tail scraped hollows in the earth.
The tears from his eyes flowed into the trenches left behind.
And he pondered. How? How could he bring birth from death?
In time he came to a magnificent lake and lowered his face to
the waters, to divine an answer there. He peered deeper and
deeper into the fathoms. Then he drank the waters and knew!
He could draw his own life, his own joy, into another. This
dragon, with powers hidden deep for he had believed there to be
no reason to use them, knew what he could do.
Concentrating his mind, he drew from his heart his most
precious memories, his greatest joys... ah but found them
lacking. What more could he give?
He looked at the world around him, its colors and lights,
warmth and smells, found joy and peace in them and brought them
together. He thought of the brilliant emerald and smooth ivory
of the snail and added them as well.
Then deep within, these things united, binding and creating.
The dragon imbued this creation with all he knew as holy and
pure. And he waited. Waited, days slipped away, but never did he
become impatient, not wishing to taint this new life with malice
or evil.
A year passed.
And the dragon felt a surge in his heart. He gave a great
heave and from his mouth fell a perfect oval egg. He fixed his
gaze on the fragile shell, sensing the life it contained.
The shell dried and cracked and from between the fissures
came a hand, then a foot, kicking away the prison that concealed
it. A small form struggled out onto the soft grass.
Its arms were smooth and as green as the snail had been. It
had pointed, delicate ears and slanting eye ridges. Twin
antennae bobbed as it raised its head. Large, black eyes peered
into the dragon's own and it grinned.
The dragon recoiled in surprise, for its child had the fangs
of a predator. The child frowned at this disapproval and the
dragon quickly spoke: Do not be upset. I had wished for you to
know nothing but happiness and peace. Yet, have I tainted you
before your birth?
The child did not speak for it knew no words, only
impressions and feelings.
The dragon sighed and gathered the tiny child close, warming
it with his own body. He said: Rest now and tomorrow I will show
you your world.
Years flowed on and as the dragon promised, every tomorrow he
showed this child something new. He gave it what love and peace
he could and cherished this life.
But soon the child was not a child any longer, but well
formed and strong. Its body was long and lithe, its emerald skin
shiny in the constant sunlight. Its mind was full of curiosity,
but quiet and deep.
One day it sat upon the beach, next to the rolling sea, and
looked into the eyes of its dragon-father. It said: Great
Father, what is my name? You have told me of the stars, of
oceans of night and water. Of eons and eternity. Of plants and
earth. Of all things holy. Yet you call me by no name.
And the dragon answered in his rumbling voice: Child, what
need we of names? We are the life of this planet, this universe.
Should we divide ourselves, our intimate companionship, with
names which are as ephemeral as mist and wind?
The child thought and replied: Did not the heavens hear your
cry, Great Father, so many years ago? Was there not another
before me, for whom you created me to follow?
The dragon looked closely at his child and wondered, for he
had not spoken of these things. He asked: Where did you hear
this, Child? What dreams are you speaking of?
The child said: No dreams, your memories. They float about my
mind as the clouds do in the sky.
Then the dragon mourned and sighed and said: Oh Child, I
would have spared you such things. I wished to give you only joy
and peace. What have I left in you, to tarnish your soul?
The child looked away and did not speak again for many days.
When it did, it asked again: Great Father, what is my name?
And the dragon responded: Since you know of the sin I have
committed, I will give you a name to honor life.
He breathed upon his child, granting the separation which
names must give and called this being Umi.
Many more years passed and the dragon continued to bestow the
wisdom of ages on his child and to speak plainly of that which
he avoided before. Umi grew ever stronger, sleek and slim.
And one day, as Umi stood upon the beach and looked into the
sparkling sea, it said: Oh Great Father, I am lonely.
The dragon swirled the sand with a talon and questioned: How
can you be lonely, Umi? Am I not here from day to day?
Umi answered quietly: You are a dragon and I am not. There is
no other such as me.
The dragon blew upon the waters, angered and unsettled. And
he grumbled: Am I not enough then, Umi? Must you seek those so
akin to you?
Umi did not speak, but nodded.
The dragon thumped his mighty tail, shaking the ground, and
said: I will not give you the power to do so. I will not, for
what you seek you will not find in the places you look. Do not
repeat my mistake!
But Umi did not bend to this reasoning.
For days this impasse stood, dividing Father and Child. The
dragon saw Umi would not recant, so he relinquished his anger
and felt a great sadness for his child. Then he breathed upon
Umi and granted it the power to make more of its like.
Umi settled on the dry sand and the great dragon watched. He
sensed the spark of new life burst into being within his child
and they waited... waited
Two days came and went as the spark grew into a strong
spirit. At last, it pushed its way into the world of its
creator. The dragon cried at his child's pain, for the egg was
large and not easy to free. Umi bent over and set the ivory oval
on the ground, finding happiness in spite of its hurt, watching
for signs.
They came quickly. The shell cracked and shattered,
delivering forth a new being. This child looked as Umi did and
thought as Umi did. Over months and months, it would grow as Umi
did.
Umi smiled and the dragon knew his child was pleased. He
listened as Umi granted this new being the name Nama.
Umi said: For it is the first of my own.
The dragon shook his great head, but did not speak his
troubled thoughts.
Umi taught its child as the dragon had taught Umi before. And
the dragon saw that Nama grew more quickly and knew more than
Umi had at its own birth.
Days and months and years carried on.
The dragon looked on in sorrow as Umi brought forth more and
more of its own. Each of those brought forth their own, filling
the land in which they lived. The dragon could now see the taint
he had given Umi's soul and how it spread and grew in the
others.
For it was not long before certain names became favored over
the rest. For strife to begin between two and grow until it
swallowed many. For arrogance and pride to sneak into speech and
thought.
Finally, the dragon approached its child and said: Umi! Umi!
You cannot let this be! Yours have become divided and lost. You
must guide them back.
And Umi replied: Back to you, Great Father? Must you take
them from me? Will you be so cruel to leave me alone?
But the dragon shook his head. He had not meant to take them
away and he saw the fire in Umi's eyes. So the dragon urgently
cried: Umi! Umi, they are lost! Bring them back to you, back to
what you know!
And Umi said: Great father, do not distress so! For they know
my heart and I would not wish them to be unhappy.
The dragon bowed his head and saw then, though Umi was
foolish, his child cared for its own.
Many more years passed and the planet was ridden with anger.
Umi's own would not be content anymore. They decried any favors
Umi gave one over another and that they each gave over
themselves. They supplicated and when Umi would not choose only
one to be above all, they fell upon themselves in a rage.
Umi despaired and ran to the dragon, who was now beyond
ancient and no longer moved from his place by the sea.
Umi fell to its knees and begged: Father, Great Father! My
own have turned on themselves! They use their nails and fangs to
tear their own flesh. Please Father, what have I done to wipe
the joy and peace you gave to me from their hearts?
The dragon breathed softly on his child and said: Child, you
have only given them the emptiness that was in yourself. The
loneliness you felt was passed to them, so that they fight to
pry from outside that which they should have found within.
And Umi cried, watering the sand with its bitter tears and
asked: Oh Great Father, what can I do? How can I give them what
they need?
The dragon replied: You cannot give them now what you did not
have before.
Umi begged again: Great Father, please, how shall I save
them? What of my life, all of my life, can I give for this?
And the dragon looked on Umi's sorrow and knew that Umi had
begun to understand. So he breathed on his child again and said:
You must give them all that you have, all that you can find in
your heart for them. But it will take time for them to learn.
Umi wept for its own, for those who would be lost before this
mistake could be corrected.
The dragon rose from his place on the beach, rippling his old
muscles and knowing that there was one last thing he could do to
help his child. He said: Umi, Umi, I must go. But I will leave
you something more valuable in my place.
Umi shook its head and responded: How can anything match your
wisdom, Great Father?
The dragon rumbled deep in his chest. He replied: I will give
your own the means to survive the tragedy that is on them. But
it will take all my strength and I will pass beyond your senses.
Umi asked: Must you go, Great Father? You would leave me
alone?
The dragon shook his head and said: No, no you will not be
alone. You must give yourself to them and they to you. I will go
to rest. Perhaps someday, you will find a way to awaken me
again.
Then the dragon stood, stretching his neck to the heavens and
drew in a breath that lasted a day. Then he exhaled, the air
rushing out and over the planet, over Umi and its own.
The dragon watched as new skin formed over Umi, the emerald
becoming rippled and ringed around tough armor plates. Watched
as new power settled onto his child to protect and heal, such
power which was divided among his child's own.
And the dragon faded as he fell, eyes closing and mind
slipping away, having passed on his final gifts.
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